A slow inhale, then "Putting aside, again, that it was a joke and I find it..." Bite down and skip the first words to come to mind "I find it unfair that someone else not having a damned CLUE what a joke is is my fault.... I am sorry if this inconveniences you and mom. Do you have any idea how ... angry it makes me that the sea I love is seen as some sort of 'hobby' of mine? That it seems to be something you and everyone else hope I outgrow? And no matter how much I compromise on what I love, what guides me, you two seem to want high praise for expanding the corral you have me limited to but god forbid I actually slip the gates? Do you know how frustrating it is to... if I dreamed of trucking, some days I think you'd not let me past the County line. Everything I do seems to be a mistake, born of 'not thinking it through' or 'trying to be smart' or..whatever. I have told you this will always be a homeport, but for it to be a homeport I have to be let out more....and not just when things are dire. "