"Well, I'm NOT going to throw Dagmar under a bloody bus here," Siv says "So yes, I should have stopped her, but it's hard. She wants so much to see things in our world, and do things. But she's unsained, and she's feeling as trapped as I was. So I didn't stop her even though I'm older. Mum, I ...can't say I'm sorry it happened. It was a grand adventure in the end. And she needed it I thought. No trod danger, no into the dreaming. But still wonderful. And sshe got to see the Kestrel. And I got to see a great hold, And we're back safe and should be glad for it. "