She takes a breath, and blurts out, "I understand if ... you know, if it was a mistake, or a one-time thing. I'm not here to judge your lifestyle, or say you're right or wrong, cast blame, or ASK for anything. I just needed to know who you are, just - for me? You know? But if my - if that's a time of your life you're not comfortable airing, then I promise, I won't tell anyone. Dagmar can vouch for me, I wouldn't lie about something this important!"