"Please," he sits down, "Let me apologize. I didn't realize at the time how that came out. Like you only got it if you..." Asigh "Dagmar. I don't know how to say this, but I realize now I shouldn't have made you feel like it was a carrot to lead you on or something I would take away if you weren't 'good enough'. Do I want you to do your homework, make good grades, and learn? Sure, any parent.. or guardian, would. But I wouldn't take away an animal just because you had trouble at school and I shouldn't have linked the two. " A frown, "i'm still new at this. You see?"