"I once..." A breath " tried to coddle my mother. I did not mean it as insult, but in retrospect, it was. She brought me to task for it, rightly so. That didn't stop my protective urges, but it gave them perspective. I think even then I knew I valued love over honor. I value both mind, but... if I have to do one or the other, I favor love." Siv remembers how damn SCARY Her mom was, how powerful. Would she have done it again? Not in the same way, but she might still have tried to work it so her mom was ..buffered a bit. Maybe. "It turns out my mother really doesn't appreciate coddling."