The Varich dislikes coming to the library too often, that ...creature is here. He endures her, as he endures the squire, but Sergei makes no pretense of anything beyond tolerance for the whisperers. They're not such great fools as to believe him if he said otherwise. They ripped out the heart of their founder, made mockery of love and thus denied him love forever. A thousand years does not undo that crime. SO he hopes she is not here as he peruses the books, seeking one in particular.