"Well, I was focused on apologizing to those I thought wronged most.. Leya and Lola. That was my priority and I have seen to it as best I can though I am confused by Adam's keeping the grudge with the girls going himself, that's his choice. I..." She frowns "You know, I'm not sure. I am VERY ANGRY at Adam myself on this. I don't understand how he can lecture me, tell me how I'm wrong... yes, I was, and ORDER me not to do things, when he refuses to endure the same.. not even for a moment. The lack of respect hurt, the anger at me, hurt however justified, but the hypiocracy... goads. If our situations were reversed and I'd treated him that way he'd be furious. It's not the anger.. its the assumption that it was his PLACE to order me about like I was ..." A breath "LIke I was UNDER Him"