"I don't know.." She paces, "Sylvi's great, but I'm older than her. I feel silly having her hold my hand. At Sea? I was somebody. I was an able bodies Sailor. I was CREW. I fought monsters. I solved riddles. and puzzles. And yeah, I think folks tried to trick us and we did okay ...how am I supposed to get better at sailing THESE waters if I never get out of port?"