"I think she would have let you keep it, Siv, but I appreciate your consideration of her. As for the Protectorate...." She draws a deep breath. "I've never brought anybody in before. I know I was tested, and it seemed like a lot of tests back then. They needed to see I was dedicated. But I don't think I'll be allowed to be the one to test you. Too close, you know? But if you want me to find out for you...?"