"Well, you must understand, when Ailil foster, they really pile on the workload, mentally , physically, and if you succeed, they pile on more. The whole point is to force you to learn how to bend the rules, how to work the system and get away with it. If you try to be sneaky and fail, you're punished, if you don't try to be sneaky, you'll probably fail from trying to do the impossible." A deep breath, "Noww I was not stupid. I started to realize that cheating would be easier, but..somehow, it just got my dander up. So I doubled down and tried it HARDER... surprised them too. I followed their rules and did it. So they made the rules harder and when I stumbled and got punisshed, I redoubled my efforts. They tried to give me a 'hint' and i finally told them "I know you've rigged the game, but the way I see it that means I won it as soon as you stopped playing it'. the next thing i knew they brougght in a seer, who declared me 'Seelie Prone' as if i had a birth defect, and they changed my training."