#ooc

But she isn't fun to play

And there nothing for her to do

I don't want to beg for you or D to run a Special Bird Plot

I already feel like I'm too needy to start with with Dag & Z

I know I keep pestering you about Paler stuff

(Damn. Need to think about Daddy.*makes note* Sorry.)

Seriously, I want to do something here. Just got caught up last night. Will send a reminder.

(An aside - Z does pass through Firnost when she goes to ER. I don't think she considers that "visiting" so she travels solo.)

(She also put up a menorah. Hanukkah today!)

You know, you have your own agency. You can decide and do things with your PCs that aren't dependent on other PC/NPC/ST involvement.

And I'm not good at that

which goes back to being too needy

and not contributing back enough

I'm sorry

Even if you aren't 'good' at it (opinions may differ) you can try it and if you don't like it, try something else.

I worry that doing stuff will be mary sue ish

Nope. Well, if it is, you are the one casting judgement.

Would it help to suggest that a PC is like a costume? It informs and develops the depth of the character?

I will try harder to get Deryn out

I don't want it to be painful, love.

reminds me

/roll 3

No flu for Bird!

No Bird Flu!!!

YAY!!

I think it is possible I am having some season-change mood issues

*nod* Could be. Nothing IC is set in stone. *Hugs* Just ideas and options.

I should go to the craft show today

I pissed away all of yesterday until it was too late

and friend who I wanted to go with is being noncommunicative

and she's been sort of quiet since the event she ruined my cup cover

and I know I was upset, but it isn't like I yelled at her, or even said anything because it was an accident

I mean, yes, I wish she had apologized

but she was likely embaressed

That is a tough call.

You wish she had apologized, and she was embaressed, but now how is it approached and dealt with?

Yeah

but feeling frozen out entirely isn't cool either

I wanted to go the Cracker Christmas today. We didn't.

I want to go to craft show

it is a big part of my xmas shopping usually

I was tired, did the errands... but.... go back out? I did not.

I guess I could go alone

it is already noon, today is the last day, and it ends at 4

The crafts there must be better than the crafts here..... bless 'em.

very good

It's ok to go alone. If you want to.

i think I will