Oh Nec's feeling confused... his own Togail is approaching, and while he's not as in denial about it, it still feels weird. Hence his latest wonderings about what kind of legacy he's leaving. In his head he's thinking I'm slowing down, settling down. I have it pretty good with a woman I love. I'm happy. but I don't feel like taking chances with my life as much unless it's to help us where i used to go itching for a fight. Sometimes I worry if the fire I had is burning out completely, but then I see her smile and you know, it's actually a lot better than it was. I do worry I won't be leaving anything in this world though . I wonder about kids. but... that's kind of selfish so... probably not. but I want to do some good for Tweak for sure in case I go first. VIolent world. So I'm going to help her hold on to what she's earned. Damn I'm proud of her. but what he says is "DAMN, my bitch is Tight for someone who give up more holes than a golf course! Make a brother want to smack a gimp, you know what I'm saying? Man gotta show punk ass hos who is in charge, but I aint' got time to waste my pimp hand when there is green to be seen, ou know what i mean. Yo, Bluetooth, need some dross for my woman while she making me a sammich. Yo, Tweak! You let me know you need me to go gansta on someone because I gonna out to do my own damn thing, and don't give me sass about it!"