I have made some friends, though Zara, the one I'd consider a real friend, isn't here always and there's some kind of ..well, she'd resent if I talked. But she's not always here and sometimes I don't know if I have many friends at all. Which is different for me. Not that anyone's cold, far from it, it's that they're so friendly to everyone I don't know how much of it is friendship and how much is 'that's just how they are to all'. I hope to make some more true friends in time, maybe the baroness, but she's my mentor and currently boss so there's got to be a distance it feels. And I don't know how to get around that.