"I know half my stories start this way" Ahem and self concious "But I got a cousin... no not Earl or Coy or... well, He's Kinian. He's an older cousin by a fair piece. But he don't live with us anymore. We lost him to California. It was a tragedy to be sure. ANyway, when I was very young, some DeBukes went to help with an Earth Quake . Now as a kinain he was held back from the action but he roll a bandage and carry supplies. ANd he was a teenager then. He was powerful moved and he wanted to do MORE. It motivated him to go to college into Civil Engineering and Archetecture. Now he designs buildings that are Quake resistant. Turns the minor quakes to nothing, and the big ones? Less likely to topple everything because of HIS designs and work. He saves more people every time the ground shakes at a city where his work is at than I likely ever will. Maybe you could do something LIKE That? Not Civil Engineering, lessen that appeals to you, but maybe conservation, environmental sciences, or rescue program management and the like. Learn how charities work. Non proffit organizations do not always get a lot of love and their pay is often lousy unless they're scams which is a whole nother story. But the world can always use folks using education for making the world better. "