"I speak too freely as it is, but she is miserable, and not the proper pining and soul weary type of misery that any young lady is expected to engage in as she peeks among the moors. Nay. This is the sort of misery I should know how to alleviate, to counnnter through diligence . I . I need to stop talking to you, Lord. She would not wish to be talked aobut like this ,even if I do not name her"