"I doubt you'd abscond, Zara" A gentle light in her eyes "For one thing, it's not a pen. I would be happy to see it in the hands of someone else who loves him, the right hands. I think yours are right, but if you want to make copies, well, if that's all, borrow as many as you like. But that one? If you want, I'll leave it in my will to you. I don't plan to go anywhere soon mind you but... " She says "never hurts to plan ahead"