"You're not being stupid. " She says "For one thing, Siv JUST Came back. You've had what, months where she's not been in the circle, not that she wouldn't love to be, but she couldn't be. So not thinking of her? Not so bad. Happens." Gerd sips her own drink "Second... there are reasons to leave her behind. Third? You absolutely shouldn't take her along if you think she's going to try to lead this. Because she's not the leader you are. Her title is nice, glad she's all Fionay.. yay her.. she's still NOT a leader, you are. I think, and JUST a theory, ONE of the reasons you don't want her along is to protect us from getting confused and following her off a well intentioned cliff. Not that Siv would ever do that, but you can have a input, you can't have confusion in direction"