"I think you deserve more slack than I gave you, that's for sure" he nods "And I appreciate the promise, but it's not .. I' don't want to guilt you into an oath or anything. I do appreciate you trying more than you were. Sometimes a few steps, matters, right? Can't get anywhere without a few. " He offers his hand "I'm sorry if I came in like I was going to tear the roof down and blah blah. It wasn't what I meant to come out, but it clearly did. You need lessons, I'm available, and if you're more comfortable with another style, I know folks. Up to you if you take me or them up on that. I think you're smarter htan you klnow but I get it, school life balance is a hard road to walk"