Gazing into the fire, "Samhain is a time for remembrance - the veil grows thin, and we can feel close to those who have moved on. The one I loved has no fae soul - where she has gone, there is no return, no rebirth. When I lost her... I lost my passion. I came close to losing everything, so blinded was I by grief." He straightens up. "My Knight helped me to find clarity and focus once more, when I would have failed those who look to me for protection and guidance. Even when Passion reigns before Duty, duty exists - to your liege whom you serve, and from him to those followings he serves in turn... fealty is a double-edged sword."
A glance to Linnea, but she breaths steady, eyes closed. "Calanthe does not always seek to make friends - or even give kindness where it does not benefit her. Please do not think I don't see it - she can be petty. But she loves this hold, and serves it well, and we are stronger for her standing with us."