"nay, but she is tied to me. She inheriited, I did not. had I any character I would depart her anyway, but I am, as I said, a bit cowardly and do not wish poverty. so I have sold myself, my dignity. I fear it maybe I who am the harlot. if..if you will allow? Perhaps we could go to a tea house of your choosing? I can afford that much, and while i do not buy my friends, i might buy some of my dignity back even if in my own mind"