"Ah" He takes not a sip but a swig, "Okay you put it tha way and I'm feeling sorry for the twerp. It builds on you, the guilt, the lonliness. You know, babe, in a way you broke me for a bit. I fell in love with you, and suddenly I felt bad leaving, I actually got lonely. Foul temptress" Smirk, then soberly "course I came to realize I didn't need to feel guilty like I left you when you needed me, because you didn'tt. you ran tthings just fine before me. That, of course, stirred all sorts of macho insecurities in another direction."