"I think I'd rather be dead than... helpless to help those who count on me. To be a burden when one is meant to aid if not lead..." She shudders "I feel bad for the Arcadian way, stealing a body is .. we must do it, but to take what or who is not mine, troubled me. I hope Alisa herself is happier dancing on the silver than she was frozen in that place of healinng. I think.. she must be?" There's a hopeful look to her eyes, hoping for Absolution?