"Not good... Listen to me, you feather brained Falcon, you are the finest most wondeful woman I know. If anything, I'm not good enough for you. I was holding you back! " She latches onto the troll lookingg up in her eyes "You deserve someone who loves you who will put you first. You DESERVE that. You know, I hate sluagh right? I am tryingg not to le that hate bias my logic. But the time I hated Symon the most? It was'nn't because he was a sluagh, it was because that little shit had the nerve to be right that I wasn't treating you well. I had this grand plan to make you a lover on the side, Aiden the trophy husband, and me with my cozy balefire at last. I was beinng a horrible selfish bitch to you both with that set up, and that little bastard held up a mirror to my face and I was ugly. Ugly to you, to Aiden, to .. to myself. You deseved someone who would stay with you, by you, as an equal. And Aiden deserved love, not just a showpony in a bridal outtfit. The browns are not your fault, no more thann mine. Less than mine. I didn't tell them I loved them near enough. And we're all scared. Even the chief is scared. "