I'm also having a not-great brain day (why yes, I acted too early on putting Bianca down because I was hormonal and emotional and depressed last friday, even though I know that it was a question of "when" not "if" I still jumped the gun on "when") and I sent a friendly email to the new shop manager offering to give her any help/answer any questions she has, but she hasn't responded and now I am terrified that maybe she decided not to take the job because there is radio silence, and I do feel like I have put lots of time and effort into the sca but I am still a nobody and why do I even bother.