#ooc

I admit, I love swashbucklers. Macho guys with panache wearing lace of all things 😉

We all love 'em.

yeah, you know, all the people saying how everyone will be fine without me is also not helping.

Aw now.

I sometimes feel like I'm the fringe anyways, you know?

Aww hugs Not the case around here if that makes you feel better.

You're loved, Cat.

gonna blame hormones. I'm touchy.

Stay home. Blanket Ford. Come out for chocolate.

No axe in the world can cut thorugh per cal sheets.

Yeah, sorry. I am a ball of mood and feeling sorry for myself.

*pets* sorry, hon.....

You ever feel like you're just a side character?

More like Tantalus without the crime to earn it but yes, a mere foot note in mythology

I have a stronger internal loci. I control myself, and my actions. I am a side character for some, the main character of myself.... so.

I'm ok with both.

I understand.

My last event was hard, there's lots of people who are nice, but I often feel like I'm on the outside looking in and it's hard.

I would like to make more friends, and there are people that seems very cool and interesting and they like stuff that I like, but.... like, they're important and I'm not? And they're busy and I'm annoying.

So yeah, me not going is totally ine for everybody because it doesn't really matter if I go or not

I don't claim to know exactly what you're going through, but it CAN be very hard to find the balance between things yes. I sometimes actually worry more about what strangers will think of me than friends because I know friends already support me, which is backassward and siilly of me but I can't always help it

I think it helps if you remember that you are not required to be 'on' all the time, and that you have little to prove. Enjoy what you can from their company, they'll enjoy what they can of yours, and if friendships deepen over time, they deepen. Trying to keep score will just end up making one bonkers.

(I will sleep soon)

At least that's my experience.

Go to sleep, Shady. Hugs

Soon.

I don't think it's trying to keep score.

Just been feeling lonely lately. Sorry.

No worries, Cat.

You guys help a lot.

Nothing to apologize about. I'm in a house of 4 people and a B and I still feel lonely at times. THe others work LONG hours and when they come home they don't want to talk, or game, they want to veg..and what energy they do have, B gobbles up.

So you guys are a big help to me too

I feel pretty run ragged lately. As you know. So... yes. All the above.

YAS.

Also, I admit to having developed an interest in the exploits of Beezer, Wee Gray Tiger, and Jewel ... so much less depressing than the news.

Hm

where is Beezer?

Beezer SNEEKY!

Jewel VIGILANT!!

WGT... well....

Together they fight crime!

Ha

Paw Patrol!

Heh. I dunno about sneaky. She's like furry thunder when she gets the zoomies

All cats are.

ah, tis nap on the bed hour

she has a napping schedule - window, bed, loveseat, couch, mommy

you should be honored to be in company with the loveseat

her FAVORITE thing is if I nap on the couch

napception