What if they invite OTHER People and then we get like crowded and I have to be nice to more and more people and the niceness runs out and I say jerk things and then they think I'm always a jerk and then I go oh god maybe i am a jerk and i have doubts and word spreads I'm king jerk of jerkistan and i am shunned, shunned, and i end up relieving all my middle school nightmares and i can't afford the meds