#ooc

and also seeing how, man, one of the worst periods of my life was projected to the world. I really kept most of it quiet

Oh, there are things I'm not proud of from when I was 10 years younger (or 20, or so on and so on). i hope i'm an improved version of myself

yeah - this is ten years back

some posts from a point where I was very depressed and, frankly, actively suicidal. Had a plan and everything.

Yikes.I don't think I ever got to the plan, strong temptation, but plan? no specifics etc.

I was unemployed and very, very lonely

That's a hard combination, social judgment with none of the socializing

And depression runs in the family

Yup.

And my LJ?

yeah?

Lots of song lists

which is what I do

when I'm upset, I process it with music

If it helps, go for it.

I've got a few happy songs that are my go to for trying to pick up my mood, and a few loud and angry sounding for when I'm just 'screw it'

yeah

Mind you, even those are mixed up 'Let the Bodies hit the Floor' by Drowning Pool was probably not meant to be followed by the Overture from Phantom of the Opera blasted at loud volume

loud is good

got a favorite song for angry?

hm

angry? need to think

depressed, I have a few

Seether's Fake It ranks for screaming it out depression

Never heard that one. You guys , making me all cultured and eclectic.

ha

Angry, I love Metalocalypse. Great music and amusing enough to get me off the funk

Good pick G

Way back in the day, Rasputina was my preferred music to sloo to

Oh if we're talking mood music for kiths, that's a whole fun and crazy new kettle of fish

I don't really do that any more since I don't live alone where I can blast tunes with no care for my surroundings

headset?

Zara is, like, 80s nuwave

smiths, cure, talking heads, depeche mode

which seems funny since she's not THAT 80s tastic

Headset, sure, but then poor hubs is all isolated and alooone

ha. I wonder if Miriam used to sing that stuff to her before the kidnapping?

Miriam IS an 80's music girl

I think Kith wise Princes of the Universe by Queen fits

for sidhe

I lotr music

i like lotr music

It's well done.

Honestly, when the movie had Pippin sing Edge of Night, I got goosebumps partially because it took me off guard

"Weird Science" or "She blinded me with Science" For Nockers

Pin

ping

Pong!!

Satyr song!