"It happened a long time ago darling" She sighs "But she got her heart broke. Watched him marry another woman who was a 'better match for political reasons'. She was allowed to stay as a mistress but couldn't bring herself to be that but she was sworn to him as a vassal. So she spent many of her years watching the man who told her he loved her walk another woman to the bed chambers, saw him hold her hand at ceremony, watched as they danced at parties. Tethered trapped tormented." Agnes says "Dreaming forgive me, but I hated that man more than any other sidhe I knew, and his crimes were lesser by most standards. I hope one day to get rid of the hate in my heart there. But it's powerful hard to this day."