She stares at the wall, "Bancroft, this is getting frustrating for me too you know? It's not just that I want to see what it's like, I CARE about you. I want my first time to be with someone who I have feelings for, and respect. And who respects and feels for me. I .. trust you, I like the way you make me feel when we're just goofing off or I'm bouncing and you're all calm. I tease you , call you a lump, but the truth is I'd not change you for the world. I need an anchor, and you need someone to try to haul you out of port I think. I mean.. i'm not proposing but you're..well, since you're a sleep, no point in hiding it. I really really think you're the one I want to explore this with, to see where it goes... It's wwhy I'm here. I choose you, Bancroft. And I so want you to choose me back ." Asigh