"Yeah, exactly" Noticing the change of hue, "She's slap you silly, and maybe I'd buy you a sympathy drink after but I am not sure I'd tell you you didn't deserve it. Zara inspires me, yes. But she is not every woman I paint. They don't even look the same. Also, while I think she's gorgeous, I'm well aware a lot of idiots in the world don't see what I see, so artistically I am forced to go with women more boring..pardon, traditionally beautiful. blah. Cut outs. I have to paint cut outs to sell things. I assure you, if I ever paint Zara herself 'all natural' or in such passions, no one but she and I will see it, because I am not a satyr. I am as jealous and selfish as the next guy and I have limits." A frown , then added, "And she'd probably curse me but we covered that. My art is mine. If you don't like it, don't buy it. But Zara can and will tell me if it offends her. "