"Tex was right" he says "he did scare me. I do not mind if he wins, well, not much, one learns from loses, you and the Montano both say this. But.." A troubled look "But he really got to me, the scaring, the loss of limb, or hurt so I cannot be healed and could no longer protect the little contessa, and the little troubadour, and Salma? that scared me. the idea I would not be any good, no bueno"