"It's okay. You know, whammed up as I am, I could have almost any fellow on that beach. That bath is great, though I have to take your word for it that I'm strutting without realizing it. I just..." An admission, "I sometimes look at other troll women and wonder what's wrong with me. One day I want a lover, maybe even just a fling, adnd then other times I think where's the life partner at ? I can't even talk to my elders about it. I think the embarrassment would lay me out if not out right kill me"