"You should have told me, as your Reeve, perhaps the right to know was not mine though I might argue it, as your paramour, the woman who hopes to be your..." her eyes search him, not with judgment but profound worry"As your paramour I should have been kept in the loop. This is the very sort of thing I worried about not the unwinding, but to find I am not truly in your confidence and workings will go on while I am away. It is wrong of me to tell you how you are your own man and then insist you do as I would preferr, I know this, but I am your lady, then I think it reasonable for you to keep me informed of what is to happen even if it fills me with concern rather than finding out after." She takes his hand "I must seem a shrew to you, but I do not like being treated like a fragile doll to be sheltered from such things. " She kisses him on the cheek, then adds "And I am sorry if it truly seemed like an integration. Perhaps in my alarm it was one"