Oh this is the woman at her youngest, a child, discovering that her 'father' visiting her mother was no father of hers. She resented Merlin's aid to the man,how could she not, but she also needed to take this magic, this power, for herself. How else a woman such as she to stand for herself? But for much of the book, this volume one, she is a child ,and then a child in the throes of becoming a woman, not truly a master, but seeking out the old names of a hundred and eleven gods others have forgotten. ALready learning to speak with beast, or call to fire. And driven, driven, to know...