"Catir," She says making sure she's got it, then admits, "Probably because I did. I put on my best game face, the sort I use for my really convincing lies 'Never touch the stuff' 'you were fantastic, baby' and 'Why thank you I love the party' and so on. I'm not claiming to be mati hari, but I can lie. She asked me if she was safe, I told her she was she was safer than anywhere else. Then she asked about YOUR safety, especially if you left, seemed protective of you. I told her you were 'perfectly safe' or something like that, and she called me a liar. Then covered her mouth and apologized kinda with a 'but you did lie. You don't think she's that safe, not really'."