He loves the woman, dreaming knows he does; but it is clear her attempts to organize this mess died early. First it was by subject, then she got bored and coordinated them by color tabs, then that got dropped and ..well, maybe she coordinated them, to use the term laughingly, by how bored she got? And then..well, there was just no attempt at all. Somewhere in here are lists of how each night went musically, what songs. There are records of who performed, what they performed, but it's like someone put history in a random sorter and to add to that threw in old menus, extra autographs, and.. that's where that Parking Ticket went! They almost went to court over that!