"That's right dude, I know why you hang around.. why it hurts to feel shut out. You're a jock, but you love D&D... you're chasing the ladies... but you want to believe in magic. You want to be a knight, or at least a warrior, or at least a hero right? Well, lots of knights can be villains...but not the point. I know- we tell you it's not personal that you're not in, and it's not- because we'd treat any other kinian with your gift like this. BUT it FEELS personal, doesn't it? And feelings don't always give a a crap about logic or even the truth. It just hurts. The hurt is real. Well. I'm sorry you're hurting, but that doesn't make the Chief wrong. THat said, yes, what you're hoping for IS possilbe... but it's not easy. That's why the terms 'trials' 'challenges' and 'quests' are used. It's hard. It's supposed to be hard. If it was easy, anyone could do it. The hard is what makes it great. "