"Oh, he apologized, said the right things, seemed so down I worried if I looked in his eyes he'd be super sad. Said he'd defend my right to wear what I like or something akin- but I am not going to hold him to that because you know, some things are too much to ask of a father. He did explain the rig was special, like the ship- and that explained a lot, but he felt superbad about the rest. I'm still not sure I'm any 'freer' than before, but I'll be making a push for it when he and Olgar get back. Ma seems to be giving me more room bit by bit, bless her. I know she's nervous about me too." A pause "And you? How are things with the hold and your boy friend and all?"